so these past fe months have been hard to say the least… i’v encountered many negative behaviors such as bulimia and self injury… i’v been threatened countless weeks with teatment, i’m doing terribly in school, having many breakdowns, my prents are getting a divorce, anda fw oter things that are too personal fo the bloggie world.

but you know what? life goes on!

and i’m gunna be back later today ith a full post and some eats<3

my plans for today? grandparents house for christmas party, yoga, hanging out with two of my best girlies, teenage shananagains.




ohh hello!

its been too long again.. ahhh


anyways- onto the best part- THE EATS

vegan cookie dough balls allaa love veggies and yoga

ezekiel sprouted grain english muffin with avocado, roasted red peppers, and alfalfa sprouts

and of course some oats! (1/3 cup 5 ghrain oats, carob chips, betternpeebs(sorry), cashews, cooked in almond milk with a banana whipped in!)


anyways i love you all. keep fighting<3 and sorry i havent been updating- iv become a little obsessed with tumblr 😉



i hate this feeling.

i feel sick. i feel weak. i feel helpless. im slipping.

i havent done what i’m supposed to today.

im taking advantage of my mom being gone tooo much,

i love this feeling.

i feel strong. i feel in control. im happier.

i did exactly what ED wanted me to do today,

i love being able to get away with this.

(both seem to be going threw my head right now.)

hellloooo everyone

i FINALLY got around to more vegan baking!

what did i make you ask?

drumroll please….


it was DELISH! (ignore the cut in it- forgot to take the picture first!)

i got the recipe from love veggies and yoga

and tweeked it just a little!

ahh its a must try(: